body poisoned

I'm sorry body, i've just poisoned you. All that fat is now being digested and pumped into all the major organs. I'm sorry that i do this to you. I'm sorry i don't take better care of you. I have tried and succeeded for a bit, but time, people, things have bogged me down. Now i feel forced and driven to hurting you. Sometimes i can't stop and find myself faced stuffed and crumbs stuck to the side of my mouth and face. I look around to see if there are any witnesses but there are none. Thank God, i am the only one that has to see myself in this gluttonous state. I will now excrete the poison and tomorrow is a new day. With many new possibilities to make you better and stronger.